It was one of those days... I was just not in it. I'm brooding over my lack of focus, knowing full well I could have had a much better race. Simply put, I psyched myself out.
I felt some serious pressure going into the race. For one, I knew I had to follow up last weeks performance with another PR. Second, the field was better, and I knew we'd go through the 8 in 2:10 or so. Most of all, I knew my season was on the line; if I didn't perform today, I would not make the trip to Indiana. I got inside my head :/
Couple my mental weakness with a week full of work, school, and loads of Benadryl, I was NOT all there when I stepped on the track today. Lethargic is the best way to describe it, and I'm completely and utterly disgusted with my performance.
(Written post race, but didn't publish out of rage)
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